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Hello my blog, have not greet you for a long time

I think I've forgotten about you. but it was not, you're still unnoticed. In fact, living without you also doesn’tt make me any better. Half a year without you, without hello or anything I finally re-open you. my e-diary :-D.

Some things do seem to be more cruel in my life. That's what makes me regret ever saying my weaknesses. At that time I really cried for a whole night. On the edge of the bathroom, someone I was lying on was asleep. It was raining heavily, as if it was crying together. For the first time I dared to cry while roaring for my mother.

Just like the rain, although it has passed but the cold can still be felt. Neither did I, though it was still sadly unbearable. Yes, that is, some things became very bitter at that time. There is still a sense of waste and waste that seems to be a fertilizer in my life.

Why on my mom? She committed cruelty that she did not realize. At that time I really begged for her help, but whoever wanted to hear me. Though it was the first time I asked for her help while crying to be obeyed. But nil. She didn’t know that her help was my greatest need to live. now consequently I must feel and swallow the bitter and the pain itself.

You know, long ago no one ever listened to me. Some bluntly say "I just pretended to listen". Though listening and being listened to is simple. Sometimes I feel I do not need to talk, because it's useless I'm not accepted by anyone.

A few months ago, I was thrown away like a doormat. At that time I really wanted to open you, but even I didn’t know what to say to you. at that time I was just thinking of throwing all my feelings away. Because sometimes it will be bitter, especially if we are on the big side loves. This disappointment, not because I am not grateful, just want to remember back God gave me life breath, but life does not side with me. I learned to live a life of death.